welcome to my blog! this is for my thoughts, feelings, days etc. updates will appear at the top.

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9/10/25 - (8.42pm)

today has been a very up and down day. school was okay, but i always get these reminders of things which makes me zone out which i think is noticed by teachers and some of my friends. i had a weird dream last night, but im not gonna go into that - all im going to say is that it was a very anxious dream and it has made me more anxious. i cried to my mum today! i was just upset that our bird seems like he doesn't like me, but its my fault really; i just need to spend more time with him. other than that, my day was pretty good but long. i used to hate school, but now i like it i think. it just makes me very tired. im so tired alll the time and it seems that nobody understands what i mean when i say 'everything, even getting out of bed, takes away my energy'.

5/10/2 - (4.28pm)

school is tomorrow. i think it is better this year, but i have so much work to do and im so tired all the time. i'm on top of it, but it's a lot. i'm excitied to leave so that i can go to college. my mum came back from her weekend away today, and she got me a necklace and a top. she also sent me a video yesterday saying i am her favourite person - i love her so much. i hope my day tomorrow is good, im so tired and honestly i can't deal with a bad day. im trying to stay clean this winter, so i really really hope nothing happens for me to slip up.